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I have until April before my S.O. Matt goes to Afghanistan. I get to see him for two weeks end of February however. It is going to be rough. I picked up a staffing positing on an unopened game to keep me occupied. Have to see how it goes. I'm doing it for a friend of mine. He is having a rough time, and if I can help, it is better than nothing, right? Also, my best friend Alt's grandfather just died due to medical malpractice. Man, life can really be frustrating sometimes. So many people are hurting around me, it makes my pain feel a little less real though. I doubt it will stop me from crying when it actually hits me Matt is gone (when he is finally deployed). He is away for two weeks in Germany right now (not back yet), and not hearing from him every night is frustrating. I miss his voice, his presence, his touch. I miss being held in his arms. I pray things work out between us, because Matt would be a wonderful person to spend the rest of my life with.
I tried some of the old quizzes again, to see how much I have changed over the past year. :) Here ya go:
Omg! I'm posting to my livejournal! Well, I've clawed my way out of depression after a most uber failure relationship that rocked my world and saw me crashing down. I moved back in with my parents due to financial troubles, so here I am stuck for the next couple years. But do not give up hope! I'm working full-time at a great job, well, it has good pay and good benefits anyway. Phone, customer service. I am also attending UMUC (University of Maryland University College) part-time with internet colleges to finish off my degree. No more transferring for me. I started dating Matt on Aug. 13, 2004 and he is great. He treats me really good. It is going to hurt like a bitch when he gets deployed for Afghanistan in April. Hey, on a lighter note I'm robbing the cradle again! :) He turns 21 in March. No shit! He is already a Corporal, hopefully be Sargent after he goes to the board (which may or may not be in January or maybe February). He can pass, just needs a chance to attend it. I have faith in him. He's even my hero. I admit it! Oh, I have three heros now. Catwoman, Matt and Puss in Boots. No seriously, Puss in Boots. He makes me purr!!!! I suggest you watch Shrek 2! Must see!
 What Planet Are You From? this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!  You don't belong in Hell. Sorry. ...You probably fucking lied or cheated. Fucker. Why Will You Go To Hell? brought to you by Quizilla  karen hill **goodfellas quiz** brought to you by Quizilla  Toreador - Artists and lovers of art, the Clan of the Rose endeavours to keep the creations of humanity protected from the endless Jyhad waged by the Kindred. What White Wolf vampire clan are you? brought to you by Quizilla I Am A: Chaotic Good GnomeBard Ranger Alignment: Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups. Race: Gnomes are also short, like dwarves, but much skinnier. They have no beards, and are very inclined towards technology, although they have been known to dabble in magic, too. They tend to be fun-loving and fond of jokes and humor. Some gnomes live underground, and some live in cities and villages. They are very tolerant of other races, and are generally well-liked, though occasionally considered frivolous. Primary Class: Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit. Secondary Class: Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy. Deity: Finder Wyvernspur is the Chaotic Neutral god of the cycle of life and the transformation of art, although he leans heavily towards Good. He is also known as the Nameless Bard. Followers of Finder believe that everything must change in order to grow and thrive. Their preferred weapon is the bastard sword. Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of  NeppyMan (e-mail) The Pork Chop Express. Which B-Movie Badass Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You're fire! In general you're not a mean person but you can be very quick tempered, and boy, WHAT A TEMPER YOU CAN HAVE. You are angered very easily and you sometimes have anti-social habits. What element are you?  Are you alright? You probably hear that alot even if you aren't depressed. Smile once in a while, it's not going to kill you. How do people see you? brought to you by Quizilla Amusing. Last time I took this quiz, I got the fierce, strong-willed and angry one. Odd... Hope you enjoyed all the spam! Take some of the quizzes yourself if you haven't already. I got all these from the sweetie unholymonkeygod. Just remember, he's an old dirty bastard, and I love him that way! *grinz wickedly* post a comment
What a Spring Break! School lets out during the second blizzard that week for spring break. Wtf?! Then I went to Front Royal that night, heading to my court date with my mom at 9:00 A.M. After that, to Maryland! What next? Oh, /tons/ of laundry and packing. Got on the plane at 6:00 A.M. (after a 3 hour nap) for Michigan. I certainly don't regret coming here. I'm really glad I did. I am enjoying the time I am spending with Zach, and tomorrow I'm supposed to see my online friend Jaz and one of my old room mates William. :( I miss William. And I can't wait to meet Jaz. *yays* :) It's been a wonderful experience and I'll hate to go back to MD or VA. *blas* But in the end, I'll go back to go to college. Such is life. *shrugs* And I still have friends there. People I want to see and still spend time with. People I would greatly miss. I don't know where my life is leading me, but I hope it is on some grand adventure I can be proud of. I can hope, can't I? post a comment
Well, my court date is over. My reckless driving got dropped to improper driving. $25 fine + $47 court fee. Could have been a hell of a lot worse. The cop was nice though, he did all the talking for me and got it lowered. Thank goodness I actually had a county police officer that cared! Well, I pulled an all nighter to get my work done for mid-terms, then got about 6 hours sleep before my court date. Now, tonight I have /tons/ of laundry and Saturday my flight for Michgian takes off at 6 A.M. Can someone shoot me now? ;p I'm killing myself here! I'm /so/ ready to pass out. Some stress is releaved due to the court case being over, but seeing Zach again is strange (and a little stressful), and I still have homework to do over break. It sucks! To boot, spring break when there is like a foot of fucking snow on the ground! WTF?! *growls* I'm being moody cause I'm so tired. ;p Well, back to checking laundry. post a comment
My life has been /so/ insane! I know I'm breaking up with my semi-S.O., I've known for a long time. I end up liking this other guy to boot, but that's hopeless. He is dealing with depression and doesn't need to get into a relationship, and since neither of us know where our lives are going, and I'm trying to straighten out mine (recently out of depression), and /so/ busy with school, I shouldn't be in a relationship either. Friendship, here I come! ;p Lucky me! Oh well, that's life. School is tough and very busy with classes and homework. Got to love papers, go mid-term! *rolls her eyes* Could be worse I guess. Life is strange sometimes. Wait! Is that just me? :) I also saw Will, my ex, first serious relationship today. I met his wife Heather too. She is /such/ a sweetie! It made me a little sad because I can't picture myself happy like they are. :( But I hadn't seen Will in like 5 years and we both changed. In some ways, he is still the same though. :) Endearing really. I adore Heather. Also, this spring break should be interesting. I'm going to MI. to see my ex Zach, my longest relationship. No, we /aren't/ getting back together. ;p Just friends, and trying to give him a vacation which means bitching at him when he tries to work and throwing a fit when he isn't paying attention to me. Wait....that sounds like fun. *laughs insanely* Hopefully I will get to see one of my online friends from MI too! I'm looking forward to that. Only going to be there about 5 days though. I can hope for the best. :) I hope everyone is doing well, because I'm certainly doing insanely! I haven't been online in ages I've been so busy. Online rp'ing, what is that? ;p post a comment
Things are really strange. I'm doing well in my Introduction for Computing course, though I only pulled a B on my exam I took today. Frustrating. Last night I stayed up late, doing some online gaming actually. Yes, I know, bad Lucca. Anyway, my oldest character Court (over 2 years old) died. She was killed. I was shocked! An extended roll for magical unsoakable fire that resulted in 15 successes. Can you believe that? Court didn't have a chance, no way to outrun it, no way to soak it, no way to predit it and hide from it. I was in complete shock. The staffer that did the scene (if you want to call it that, it wasn't even a full round) was professional and compassionate. I respect her. But ouch! Well, I can still rp Court on another game, but it is a different Court. They are the same Court up to a certain point in the background, then splits off. They were embraced by different people, went to different places, had different experience, etc. Thus they have differing personalities. So I'm still in shock and hurting a bit. Not too overly upset though. It will feel good to rp Belle at the L.A.R.P. tomorrow night. Kinda scared though, since Belle is a combat PC and doesn't have many social skills. I think I'm buying them up after this game. Cause combat PC's are helpless against magical beings that are pissed at you. Well, I'm finished my homework except skimming a few chapters in the internet book. Shouldn't take much time at all since one of the chapters is on crusing the web. But I just have to make myself do it.
Lets see here; I totaled my car, almost flunked out of college, still no clue on what I really want from a significant other, going to be stuck living with my parents this summer, and /not/ going to graduate this year. Now, what good is going on? I have hope, there are a few options left to me, though not many. I need to look in them. I have recontacted many of my friends, and I patched things up with Zach. Even though I don't get off my ass and call him very much (almost never), he calls me and we actually /talk/. Developing trust once again. It's a miracle in its own right. I will always love Zach, though I am happy to just be friends with him. The L.A.R.P. is this Saturday, I'm looking forward to it. I get to see many of my friends and spend time with them gaming. Well, that's all for now. There is lots of other stuff going on, but I don't think I'm ready to type it all down right now. post a comment |
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